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Sep. 12th, 2003 11:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
no one notices i exist unless they need something from me.
this injection shite is starting to drive me crazy. almost every single day i go up to the windowless room and try to coax the stupid needle into these worms, only to have them not stick to the pad, or have the needle clog, or something even more ridiculous (like my wire pick breaks). i need a new task, something i know i can do with success, because this is really thankless. and i'm really tired. i have to clear my stuff out of the living room when i get home so my roommate's friend can sleep on the couch. they can all go fuck off.
i'm tired of...
-sharing a place with people who aren't my friends
-partaking of second hand pot smoke in the kitchen
-not having a car
-wondering on friday what the fuck i'm gonna do with myself all weekend
-always having to aggressively pursue social activities
-having a messy room because i don't have enough space for all my shit
-NOT HAVING INTERNET AT THE APARTMENT
-being too tired to go grocery shopping or cook
-spending too much time alone
-having an inadequate video selection
we all know what bothers me most of all, so i'm going to shut my mouth about that.
this injection shite is starting to drive me crazy. almost every single day i go up to the windowless room and try to coax the stupid needle into these worms, only to have them not stick to the pad, or have the needle clog, or something even more ridiculous (like my wire pick breaks). i need a new task, something i know i can do with success, because this is really thankless. and i'm really tired. i have to clear my stuff out of the living room when i get home so my roommate's friend can sleep on the couch. they can all go fuck off.
i'm tired of...
-sharing a place with people who aren't my friends
-partaking of second hand pot smoke in the kitchen
-not having a car
-wondering on friday what the fuck i'm gonna do with myself all weekend
-always having to aggressively pursue social activities
-having a messy room because i don't have enough space for all my shit
-NOT HAVING INTERNET AT THE APARTMENT
-being too tired to go grocery shopping or cook
-spending too much time alone
-having an inadequate video selection
we all know what bothers me most of all, so i'm going to shut my mouth about that.
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Date: 2003-09-12 09:39 am (UTC)Woo hoo, eh? ;-)
I'll try to make sure to specifically invite you to stuff (as opposed to just posting to Suspects or whatever).
(hug)
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Date: 2003-09-12 10:55 am (UTC)Thanks btw...I didn't mean to aim crap at any specific person. Definitely not you. :) You did email me about Rachel and Scott's party last Saturday (even though I didn't get the email until after the party, haha). I'll admit it, I'm just kind of stewing today. It'll pass.
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Date: 2003-09-12 12:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-09-13 05:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-09-12 04:38 pm (UTC)hey, you know, you *could* have gotten another song in at karaoke last night... you were called at like 12:25 :P i'm sure you were blissful in dreamland by then though! :)
there is some sort of jim's big ego new record release party tomorrow night in harvard square, out in the open, if you get really bored. and we're doing anime night tonight apparently, around 9 at MIT. aaaand i'm just realizing now that you won't be reading any of this because of aforementioned internet problems. DOH.