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i got what i secretly wanted---a low-key, low-complication Halloween. i got coffee and hung out with drglam and clary, who is a total riot. you know someone's a gem when you can dress up the gay teddy bear together the first time you meet. i really wasn't up for all that halloween craziness. too tired, i guess. it's been a long-ass week. i have a headache from too much sugar. BUT! someday cafe has reinstated the Hot Vanilla. in time for winter i'm sure. capitalist bastards. at least i'll benefit from that totally selfish maneuver.

now it's november and holy shit i have 11 days until i'm 24. shite.

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i just went into an extended coughing fit a minute ago and threw up. sorry. probably too much information.

i wish i could be ten again, so my mom could take me to the doctor and get some medicine for me, and put me to bed and tell me not to do anything until i feel better. at the very least, it would be great if i had an effective inhaler. the albuterol doesn't seem to help this at all.