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May. 18th, 2002
too much chocolate?
May. 18th, 2002 10:46 pmwoke up to a dead phone line this morning. thank you, rain, and fuck off. someone didn't enter my account info into the computer at RCN, so the tech couldn't transfer my phone service today. what a fucking hassle.
i need to take off some weight and become less sluggish. a membership at a pool and spending awhile on the low-starch-low-fat-high-vegetable diet should do it. my goal is to quit smoking completely, drink more water, eat better, and do at least fifty laps a week. oh, and grow my hair longer too. plus, it's been red for over three months...might be time for a new color. but what?
grad school is suddenly on my mind in a big way. i need to start looking at part time programs that i can attend...ultimately i want to aim for MIT or Harvard. Umass Worcester might be a good bet too. big dreams, sure, but my graduating GPA was 3.56 and my reccomendations will kick ass now that i'm in the workforce.
"all you little sick little fucks....it's the beginning of a new age"
i need to take off some weight and become less sluggish. a membership at a pool and spending awhile on the low-starch-low-fat-high-vegetable diet should do it. my goal is to quit smoking completely, drink more water, eat better, and do at least fifty laps a week. oh, and grow my hair longer too. plus, it's been red for over three months...might be time for a new color. but what?
grad school is suddenly on my mind in a big way. i need to start looking at part time programs that i can attend...ultimately i want to aim for MIT or Harvard. Umass Worcester might be a good bet too. big dreams, sure, but my graduating GPA was 3.56 and my reccomendations will kick ass now that i'm in the workforce.
"all you little sick little fucks....it's the beginning of a new age"
taurin is a friend of mine who lives in Long Beach, California.
i've never met him.
he calls me on the phone about twice a week.
generally it's a pretty good friendship.
but i swear, if he tells me one more time that i need to start dating and go out and get laid, i am going to fly out there and wring his neck. he's completely, entirely fucking wrong.
my top five reasons for staying single (and umm, uninvolved):
5. dating and fluid exchange involves putting yourself at risk for disease, pregnancy, and feeling like shit. unless i have a damn good incentive, no thank you.
4. i'm kind of proud of the fact that i've gotten along this long as a solo act. why stop unless there's good reason to change?
3. i don't like to play games, and you can't get anywhere in the dating world unless you play them at least a little.
2. given that i just moved to a new area, took a new job, and am trying to get my career together, i don't see why getting off should be on my priority on my list.
1. i've already spent a lot of time and energy on those pursuits, and it's all been completely useless and futile. while i'm at it, why don't i just spend the rest of my savings on marshmallows and drill a hole in my gas tank?
okay, and i've also been building up a mental block against dating and relationships, purposely, for the past year. it works well most of the time and i don't like being questioned, it pisses me off.
i've never met him.
he calls me on the phone about twice a week.
generally it's a pretty good friendship.
but i swear, if he tells me one more time that i need to start dating and go out and get laid, i am going to fly out there and wring his neck. he's completely, entirely fucking wrong.
my top five reasons for staying single (and umm, uninvolved):
5. dating and fluid exchange involves putting yourself at risk for disease, pregnancy, and feeling like shit. unless i have a damn good incentive, no thank you.
4. i'm kind of proud of the fact that i've gotten along this long as a solo act. why stop unless there's good reason to change?
3. i don't like to play games, and you can't get anywhere in the dating world unless you play them at least a little.
2. given that i just moved to a new area, took a new job, and am trying to get my career together, i don't see why getting off should be on my priority on my list.
1. i've already spent a lot of time and energy on those pursuits, and it's all been completely useless and futile. while i'm at it, why don't i just spend the rest of my savings on marshmallows and drill a hole in my gas tank?
okay, and i've also been building up a mental block against dating and relationships, purposely, for the past year. it works well most of the time and i don't like being questioned, it pisses me off.