violent mood swings

sian got an email from Genzyme about giving me a reference. i guess that means they're leaning towards a second interview. i'm pleased. but i hate the way everything takes seemingly forever to go through. each day i wait for an opportunity, meanwhile i'm watching my cash flow dwindle. like i'm sitting here with a vampire attached to my arm, and waiting for the blood transfusion, and the Red Cross is never on time.

it makes me very moody and sour. hopefully that will go away soon.

checked on my old stalk-ee

and it seems he's doing pretty well for himself. i am pleased.

about three years ago a friend and i decided to stalk this guy online just for fun, because we were bored and we wanted to expand our friend circle. it didn't turn out so well, i think i scared him by being too pushy. but he has a journal, and i check on him every now and then to see what he's up to. what i found was that he's getting into political rallying type stuff, and thinking about joining Americorps. it seems stupid to care, but i'm psyched for him. is that an altruistic streak i'm seeing? could i have a touch of the aquarian impersonal humanitarian in my personality?
i need to get a chart done...

ah, fuck it. maybe i'm just nice.