violent mood swings

[cellomusette]

sian got an email from Genzyme about giving me a reference. i guess that means they're leaning towards a second interview. i'm pleased. but i hate the way everything takes seemingly forever to go through. each day i wait for an opportunity, meanwhile i'm watching my cash flow dwindle. like i'm sitting here with a vampire attached to my arm, and waiting for the blood transfusion, and the Red Cross is never on time.

it makes me very moody and sour. hopefully that will go away soon.