emotional rollercoaster!
May. 29th, 2002 05:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
what a wierd fucking weekend.
Sunday i visited Jack's widow Rodelinde, and we watched movies and drank homemade liquers. she makes tea- and mint-flavored booze at home. yummy. i spent the night and went to Matt's funeral on Memorial Day. two hundred people fit into that church. it was the most popular funeral i've ever been to.
i'm only emotionally destroyed once in awhile. depending on the day, "once in awhile" translates to 10 to 40 percent of the time. i still can't get my head around the event and i can't reconcile Matt the sweetheart with Matt the fuck-up. the two people couldn't have been logically linked. i mean, this is a guy who would screw around with loaded guns or sell opium if he were hard up for money, yet he was also a guy who'd rescue an injured bird off the highway and nurse it back to health. a pathological liar who was bluntly honest.
whatever.
i also got a new ride. but i'm tired, so i'll write more later.
Sunday i visited Jack's widow Rodelinde, and we watched movies and drank homemade liquers. she makes tea- and mint-flavored booze at home. yummy. i spent the night and went to Matt's funeral on Memorial Day. two hundred people fit into that church. it was the most popular funeral i've ever been to.
i'm only emotionally destroyed once in awhile. depending on the day, "once in awhile" translates to 10 to 40 percent of the time. i still can't get my head around the event and i can't reconcile Matt the sweetheart with Matt the fuck-up. the two people couldn't have been logically linked. i mean, this is a guy who would screw around with loaded guns or sell opium if he were hard up for money, yet he was also a guy who'd rescue an injured bird off the highway and nurse it back to health. a pathological liar who was bluntly honest.
whatever.
i also got a new ride. but i'm tired, so i'll write more later.