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[cellomusette]

it turns out i have a sinus infection. i started antibiotics yesterday, and am starting to improve. i woke up three times in a cold sweat last night, which is very unusual, maybe a little alarming. i contemplated stopping in at Diesel last night, but didn't, because i wasn't feeling my best. i also wasn't sure i should be there; which i guess is stupid. what are the qualifications for "going to Diesel" on Tuesday nights? it's a public place fr Christ's sake. i still feel kind of stupid and don't know what i can offer the Poly Boston group...i guess that's why i didn't go in.
it would've done me some good, probably. i haven't seen my friends in a few days and i'm going a little stir-crazy.