words don't do it justice

i woke up for my usual 7:30am shower, only to hear K's guest head in for a shower herself. because of this i missed the chance to take the 8:30 commuter train. if she wants to talk about common sense, she should refrain from having a houseguest take showers during a time that's obviously high-priority for the people who pay rent to live there.

*SCREAM*

it's not annoyance anymore, it's unadulterated hatred.
why is it that i end up with at least one really painful roommate everytime? i'm never using RoommateAccess.com again.

at least taking the later train made it so i'd see that girl i met last thursday. we parted ways at the campus coffee shop, and she actually gave me a hug. and she didn't bring up God or Jesus at all. it seems like she's just genuinely nice, and not trying to turn me into a devout Christian. let's hope so. (haha...and her name is Hope...thank God i'm so easily amused...)

i should also mention

usually i have wierd dreams that puzzle me for a few minutes after i wake up. but lately, i've been having some recurring dreams about someone in particular. last night there was a dream that we were watching a video and i put my head in his lap. he played with my hair and stuff. nothing much really happened, it was just very obvious that i was welcome there, we were very close, and we were a couple.

dreams like that are nice at first, and then leave me with a vague, detached urge to throw myself in front of a bus. i just don't see how anything like this could ever happen to me in real life.

whoa!
"Should I Stay or Should I Go" is on the radio!!!!

well gee that just makes up for it all, doesn't it.