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Sep. 18th, 2002 07:26 amwhoo, productive day yesterday. finished a drawing while my sheets were laundering...paid my bills...got groceries...i even got a Framingham library card. they have a nice CD selection, i took out some Talking Heads and Suzanne Vega right away.
i feel like something exciting is happening, but i can't put my finger on what it is. i think it's that i'm starting to feel at home where i'm living. and i'm feeling confident...my artwork's going well, i have good hair, i'm doing ok financially (because of the overtime i've been putting in). i'm getting used to the life i have now, where i don't have a strong social connection but i'm producing art and supporting myself. last week was my four-month anniversary at Genzyme Genetics and i can see myself pulling a year easily. and even though her kids intimidate me sometimes, i really adore my housemate.
i think that i actually like myself, and i don't need to use words like "crazy" or "moody" to describe me anymore. as a self-supporting adult with compassion for others, i think i'm allowed to have my moments. i do my best.
i feel like something exciting is happening, but i can't put my finger on what it is. i think it's that i'm starting to feel at home where i'm living. and i'm feeling confident...my artwork's going well, i have good hair, i'm doing ok financially (because of the overtime i've been putting in). i'm getting used to the life i have now, where i don't have a strong social connection but i'm producing art and supporting myself. last week was my four-month anniversary at Genzyme Genetics and i can see myself pulling a year easily. and even though her kids intimidate me sometimes, i really adore my housemate.
i think that i actually like myself, and i don't need to use words like "crazy" or "moody" to describe me anymore. as a self-supporting adult with compassion for others, i think i'm allowed to have my moments. i do my best.
