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people at work are misinterpreting me. it's upsetting. they think i'm getting mad at them, and i'm really just having little nervous breakdowns with fairly regular frequency that have nothing to do with them. they have to do with picturing ash-scatterings and burials and my cousin's accident(s)...am i allowed to have a bad day? am i allowed to have several bad days in a row at my discretion, as long as i pull my weight fairly well and get things done at work? does everything have to be perfect?
do i expect anyone to have the answer to those questions? of course not, silly. you may return to your regularly scheduled program.